纸美人

姥姥死了三年了，我还会经常想到这件事。
当然，我不是想姥姥，而是想小如。

接到姥姥的死讯，我极度悲伤。
舅舅多，场面必然宏大。
我混在办丧的人群中，没有人注意我。
磕头、烧纸、吃饭，这就是我一天要做的事。

第二天，拉来一车东西，纸牛、纸轿子、纸冰箱、纸彩电……当这些东西整齐地陈列在姥姥的灵柩前时，一对纸人引起了我的注意。
据说这对纸人是金童玉女，尤其那个玉女，长相极为标致，高矮胖瘦和真人不差一二。
她略微低头，面若桃花，长长的头发随之垂下，手半掩着嘴，好像害羞的样子，极其妩媚。
我挪到左边坐，她就默默地看着我。
我承认确实是被她迷住了，暗叹是哪位能工巧匠把她塑造得如此栩栩如生！我一直坐在她身旁，哈哈！家人都说我孝顺，鬼知道我在想什么。

停尸三日，要出殡了。
自然，那些纸制品要随着姥姥一同化为乌有，这么个美人儿烧了实在可惜。
起灵了，哭声喊声混杂在一起，人群骚动起来。
乱了，这个时候更不会有人注意我。
我抱着那个纸人，走到我的面包车前，打开后门放了进去。

灵车起步了，没有人注意到我做的一切，我也不用担心，因为我的车贴了膜。

一切都结束了，节哀顺变吧……

我回到了属于自己的小天地，把她放在床头。
我默默地看着她，她在对我笑，我能感觉到。
当晚，我做了一个梦，梦见姥姥找我索要丫环。
我醒了，不理她。
月光下，美人对我含情脉脉，我才舍不得烧。

手机响了，是短信。
奇怪，这么晚了，会是谁呢？“新浪邮箱提醒您收到一封重要邮件，请查阅。
”打开电脑，原来是一则广告邮件：“帅哥美女请进，先看照片再聊天。
”正欲删除，屏幕上出现了不可思议的画面，是一位女孩的照片。
我点击放大，哦！回头看看身后的纸美人，不会吧？竟如此相像！我输入手机号，赶紧登录。
她叫小如，我想和她打招呼，却不知如何开口，踌躇之间，对方倒先开了口：“你来了？等你好久了。
”“你发错了吧？”

“没有呀，在和你聊呀，我就在你身后呀！”我不敢回头，良久……

“说话呀，虚伪的家伙！”(鬼怪吧:http:///转载请保留!)

“你……”

“我什么？”

“你是谁？我要见你……”

“我是小如呀！见？我就在你身后呀！”

我浑身发冷。
她打字的速度好快，她讲起了她的身世：

她叫梦如，是本地人，22岁就死了。
她生前很喜欢上网，终于有一次她去见网友，就再也没有回来。
她受骗了，被人杀害了。

我开始同情她，不，应该说爱上了她。
我的恐惧随之渐渐散了开去。

从此，我们便成了无话不谈的知己，我们谈生活，谈理想……天天如是。
我们在网上举行了虚拟婚礼，开始营造温馨的小家，从布衣开始，白天劳作，晚上厮守在一起……只是我们从没见过面，也不可能见面。
我把纸美人放在电脑前，聊一会儿，看一眼。
这段时光我是快乐的，我想她也是。
终于有一次，这种快乐气氛被我打破了，渐渐消失殆尽……

一次，我被朋友请去吃饭。
饭后，朋友借着酒劲，提出要去洗浴中心快乐，我们欣然前往。
洗完澡，过来几个按摩小姐问要不要按摩，朋友甩出一句：“当然。
”随后，一对对男女消失在昏暗的灯光里，我也不例外。

晚上回家，我习惯地打开电脑。
奇怪，小如不在，就连我们辛苦营造的小家也消失得无影无踪。
没有电话，没有QQ，首页上也没有小如的照片，我不知所措地坐在那里，蓦然抬头，却惊讶地发现纸美人的脸花了。
房子不漏水呀？莫非她流泪了？我再也找不回那张面若桃花的脸。
她的手看上去不再像掩笑，而是像拭泪。
看着那张被水彩扭曲的脸，我茫然了……

我又梦到姥姥向我索要丫环了。
和上次不同的是，姥姥说小如想去陪她……

我点上一支烟，火柴梗落向小如，随之而来的是那最后的、瞬间的温暖……

Introduce:Grandmother died 3 years, I often still can think of this thing.
Of course, I am not to think grandmother, think however small be like.
Receive the news of sb's death of grandmother, I am exceeding sadness.
The uncle is much, spectacle is inevitable and great.
I am mixed in the herd that manages funeral, notice me without the person.
Kowtow, burn paper, have a meal, this is the thing that I should do one day.
The following day, play one car thing, …… of color television of freezer of sedan of paper ox, paper, paper, paper becomes these the thing is neat before the ground displays the coffin in grandmother when, caused my attention to paper person.
Allegedly this is Jin Tongyu to paper person female, especially that jade daughter, appearance is very beautiful, height is fat thin do not differ just a little with true person.
Her appreciably lowers his head, the face is like peach blossom, grow long hair subsequently lop, half attack by surprise wears the hand the mouth, be like bashful appearance, extremely enchanting.
My move sits to left, she looks at me silently.
I admit is really was enchanted by her, dark sighing is which skillful craftsman model her so lifelikely! I sit in her all the time beside, ha! Family says I am filial, ghost knows what I am thinking.
Stop cadaver 3 days, wanted to hold a funeral procession.
Natural, those paper products want as grandmother one absorb is zero, so beauty burned honest regrettablly.
Case clever, cry call is jumbly together, crowd disturbance rises.
Random, this moment more won't somebody notices me.
I am embracing that paper person, go to the front of my minibus, opened back door to be put in.
Hearse started, everything what notice without the person I am done, I also need not worry, because my car stuck film.
Everything ended, restrain one's grief is suitable change the one's own little world that I returned …… to belong to my, put her in the head of a bed.
I look at her silently, she is laughing to me, I can feel.
That evening, I made a dream, dream of grandmother to look for me to ask for a girl.
I woke, pay no attention to her.
Below moon, beauty is right my exuding tenderness and love through eyes, I just am hated to part with burn.
The mobile phone rang, it is a short message.
Strange, so late, who can you be? "Sina mailbox reminds you to get an important mail, consult please.
" open computer, it is a advertisement mail so: "Belle of handsome young man is entered please, see a photograph chat again first.
" be about to delete, mysterious picture appeared on screen, it is the photograph of a girl.
I click enlarge, oh! Look round the paper beautiful woman that sees back, won't? Resemble so unexpectedly! I input mobile phone date, login rapidly.
She cries small be like, I want to greet sb with her, do not know how to start to talk however, hesitate between, the other side opened a mouth first: "Did you come? Wait for you for ages.
" " did your hair become wrong? " " do not have, chatting with you, I am behind you! 7383