外婆托梦

我的母亲八个兄弟姐妹，而我母亲是最小的。
所以我的外公和外婆都很疼她，而我又是他们最小的外孙女，当然我也是最受宠的，但我外公在我母亲还没有结婚时就去世了，所以外婆生前是最喜欢我的。

在我十四岁那年她去世了，那一年过年她还是在我家过的，我们说了很多很多，因为那年她八十了，我们在计划怎么为她过八十大寿，外婆还答应我过完生日会给我买双皮鞋。
（她过生日时她的儿子，女儿，都会给她很多钱的，那样就有钱给我买东西了）。
可还是没等到过完生日就去世了。

记得她住院时是母亲带我去看她的，到后我就感觉头晕，接着母亲往右走，我就照着反向去了，还是母亲把我叫回来的。
我知道自己转向了，（老人常说转向不好，是不好的预兆）。
但当时我还小，根本什么都不懂。

到了外婆的病房，看到她很精神，说话也很清醒，我也像松了口气，但在我的记忆中长这么大还是第一次看到外婆住院，听说她感到身体不舒服时，还是自己步行了6,7里路由我大姨的儿子领着到镇上坐车去的市里医院。
（已经即将八十的老人啊）我二舅是医院的大夫。
所以她就在我二院所在的医院。
当时护理她的是我的三舅。
看到外婆没什么大事，二舅，三舅还说都不要来了，明天没什么事，后天就出院了。
中午我们随便吃了点饭就回来了。

那天夜里我做了一个梦，我至今都记忆犹新，一个电视里二郎神打扮的人好像在天庭的墙上钉钉子。
就在这时就听见有人在敲我家的门，当时就我和母亲在家，父亲上夜班，母亲起来开门，原来是我四爷，（我父亲的四叔）来找我妈说来电话让她去医院我外婆病重了。
（那时还很少有人按电话）

我母亲急急忙忙就走了，留下我一个人等消息。
那时是4点。

早上7点多的时候我大姨和三舅来了，是我开的门，她开门就问我父母呢，我说去医院了。
之后他们就要走，我急急的问了以句，“我姥怎么样了”，当时三舅看着我，摸摸我头说没事别问了进屋去吧。
之后头也不回的 走了。

直到下午父亲回来了，我才知道外婆已经去世了。
就在凌晨，也就是我做那个梦的不久之前。

外婆的丧事都办好后，我三姨来我家吃饭时，说了很诡异的一件事，那是听我三舅说的。
也是他亲身经历的，在我外婆去世的2,3个小时前，外婆解了一次大便，是我三舅去倒的便盆，回来后，就听我外婆说“刚才你出去后，有个人进来了，拿了一件花衣服让我穿，我没有穿，把他赶走了，他说我先去给他穿，再来找你。
就走了”我三舅一听愣了一下说别想了早点睡吧。
也没继续说什么。
其实心里也怪怪的，但不想多说让外婆不舒服。
也就十分钟的功夫，就听隔壁传来嘈杂声，接着就是哭声阵阵。
原来住在隔壁的一个老头去世了。

这时外婆也睡不找，就和三舅聊天，两个人说了有一会的话，突然外婆说：我上不来气，要不行了。
”三舅赶紧上前抱着她，外婆头刚枕上他的胳膊往里一歪就去世了。

虽然外婆去世我们很难过，但也很欣慰，因为她并没有痛苦的离去。
（意思是并没有受什么病痛的折磨，说着话就走的）也许这和她吃斋有关吧，她从来不吃荤，吃了大半辈素，这也是一个养生之道。

但也有一个很大的遗憾，在几年前政府就有文件谁家有人故去必须火葬，但我外婆曾经有过遗言说无论如何都不能火葬，一定要土葬。
可事有巧，她身体不舒服时去了我二舅的医院，还在那里去世了，我二舅是一个医生，单位里的同事都知道他母亲去世了，也都来吊念，丧事也是在他家楼下办的，说什么也不让把外婆送回老家土葬，那样人家知道就会告他，那样他的工作就没了。
为了这个理由，没办法，逝者已矣，活着的还要过日子，虽然我的那些舅舅，姨，心里不愿意，但也不能害他没工作啊，也就妥协了。
之后把骨灰送回了老家，安葬了。
因为我要上学的原因这些事情我都没有参见。
所以才奇怪我接下要讲的梦了。

在外婆去世后不久我梦到了她，“在梦里我看到外婆还和以前干净利索的站在哪里，手里拿着钱，递给我说，你拿着，去给我买个棺材，我要掉下来。
下面有水，我害怕。
”我记得我没有接钱，就在听着，后来我醒了，告诉我母亲讲这个梦，我母亲生气的说，是啊，你没去过不知道，你姥的那个坟边上就是大水坑啊，她是不甘心啊，你二舅没让她顺心啊。
我听了将信将疑。

不过我后来看到过她的坟确实如我母亲说的那样，我也信了外婆的灵来找过让我帮她，可我那有那个本事啊，这是他的儿子们说的算的。
在这我只能默默的哀悼祝你在天上安心，保佑我们这些小辈都平平安安。

Introduce:My mother 8 brother sister, and my mother is the smallest.
So my grandfather is mixed grandmother very be fond of her, and I am their smallest granddaughter, of course I also am most white-headed white-headed, but my grandfather died when my mother has not gotten married, so grandmother likes me most before one's death.
That 14 years old years in me she died, spend the New Year one that year in me still the home crosses her, we said very a lot of more, because of that year she 80, how do we live 80 great life for her in the plan, grandmother still promises me to cross birthday to be able to buy double leather shoes to me.
(her son when she spends birthday, daughter, can give her a lot of money, in that way money shopped to me) .
Still can do not have when cross birthday to die.
The mother takes me to see her remember her when be in hospital, after reaching a hospital, I feel giddy, then the mother is gone to right go, I went reversely accordingly, still the mother calls me.
I know I changed direction, (the old person often says to change direction bad, be adumbrate badly) .
But I am small still at that time, essential whats do not understand.
Arrived the ward of grandmother, see her very spirit, conversation is very sober also, I also resembled loosening tone, but growing in my memory still is to see grandmother be in hospital for the first time greatly so, when hearing she feels the body is uncomfortable, still be oneself walked 6, 7 lis of roads are getting the hospital in the city that takes a car to go to the town by the son of my mother's eldest sister.
(already be about to the old person of 80 ah) my doctor that 2 mother's brother are a hospital.
So she is in the hospital of my 2 courtyards place.
Nurse at that time the 3 mother's brother that hers is me.
See major issue of grandmother it doesn't matter, 2 mother's brother, 3 brother-in-law still said not to come, tomorrow thing of it doesn't matter, will leave hospital the day after tomorrow.
We ate dot meal to come back casually midday.
I made a dream in night that day, I up to now remain fresh in one's memory, the person that spirit of the 2 man in a TV dresses up seems to nail nail on the wall of the middle of forhead.
Hearing somebody is beating the door of my home at this moment, be in the home with respect to I and mother at that time, the evening shift on father, the mother rises open the door, it is me so 4 father, (the 4 father's younger brother of my father) will look for my Mom to say a phone to let her go to a hospital my grandmother got a severe disease.
(very few still somebody presses a phone in the home in those days) my mother went hastily, leave my one message such as the individual.
In those days is before dawn at 4 o'clock.
Much at 7 o'clock in the morning when my mother's eldest sister came with 3 mother's brother, it is the door that I open, she opens the door to ask me father and mother, I say a hospital.
They are about later, I asked urgently with sentence, "My Lao how " , 3 mother's brother look at me at that time, feel my head to say to did not have a thing not to ask to go into house.
The head also does not answer later went.
Till afternoon father came back, I just know grandmother had died.
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