棺材里的约会

再度回到我寧靜的家鄉。
村落已經近在眼前，我加快步伐，歸心似箭。
近幾個月來，每次回家時，我心裏除了充滿思鄉思親之情外，還有另一份獨特的與眾不同的感情在蠢蠢欲動。
什麼時候開始的？也許，是從我身心都開始成熟的那一刻起。
就比如現在，我的書包中除了裝有從城裏給家人買回的一些洋貨外，還有一條精致可愛的手鏈。
任何人一看之下就會明白，這種飾物只能是女孩子的專利。
所以，是的，我在戀愛。
不，不，準確說，該算是單戀。
因?我和她並沒有正式確立關係。
說得更直接點就是，那女孩根本不知道我喜歡她。
我要說的是，這是我的初戀，物件是我青梅竹馬的同鄉玩伴。
她住在臨村。
我們一起長大，而我們這山溝裏孤苦零丁只有一所學校，教一些雖是小學範疇但實用程度夠一輩子的文化知識。
我們一起在那裏畢業。
然後我的家庭和我本人都希望我能繼續深造。
所以我不得不去百裏外的縣城念中學，直到現在，好幾個年頭了。
而她自畢業以後就沒有進一步的舉動，一直困在村裏足不出村。
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Introduce:Return the domestic  Zuo  of my     Zuo  once more.
Dorp already  Jian  is nearly before, I quicken pace,    heart is like an arrow.
   of month of close       , come home every time   , my heart  Xuan  besides filling    to think of  Zuo  to consider the condition of  Yin , the feeling with the  Ning  different  Bao  that  Zuo  has another    spy wriggles in clumsy desire    .
Does assorted  Zuo     await  Zuo  only then? Also  Yu , it is    my body and mind  Zuo  only then mature that rises momently.
for instance    is in, outside a few foreign  Zuo  that there is  Zuo  of family of  Jian  of    city  Xuan  to answer besides  Xuan  in my    bag,  Zuo  has one    delicate but the hand  Zuo  of    .
Anyone looks under understand with respect to    , content of  Zuo   Er   Zuo  can be the    benefit of the girl only.
So, yes, I am in       .
Not, not,     Chu   Zha ,  Yu  is       .
Because of? I and her    did not have formal  Chu  to establish  Zuo    .
 Zha  gets directer  Zuo  is, that girl knows I am fond of    far from her.
What I want  Zha  is,  Zuo  is me first    , thing is the playmate is the same as  Zuo  of  Zuo  of bamboo of my green plum.
She lives in  Ning  village.
My    a  Zuo  is big, and Gu of  Xuan  of    of hill of my     Zuo  suffers from 0 man to have school of a    only, teaching a few  Zuo  is    of small     Geng  but    uses one  Zuo  of degree    child culture knows  Zhu .
My    is in together    of that  Xuan     .
Like that after my family and myself I hope me can  Kui   Kui  takes advanced courses.
So I must go the  Jun  city outside 100  Xuan  reads aloud in   , be in till   , good       year  Zuo  .
And the  Ning     that she did not have one situation of  Zuo  from       after, be in tiredly all the time village  Xuan  is sufficient do not give a village.
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