鬼府谈话

曾经我以为，世界上有鬼，本是虚构。

可是后来，自从跟随外婆后，才会产生半信半疑的想法。

12岁大的我，父母长期在外工作，一直无人看管的我，身体总是出现状况，由于长期这样，父母决定把我铥给姥姥管理。

姥姥是村里有名的巫师，村里办丧、冲喜、看风水，姥姥全全管理。
所以跟随姥姥期间，我便大胆起来，我是射手座，是个好奇宝宝，一直都是，每当村里办丧时，姥姥不在家，我便发了疯似往外跑，姥姥也时常告诫我，人去世的时候晚上不要随便乱跑，小孩的阳气甚弱，容易沾上不干净的东西，我从来不信这些话，这都是骗小孩子的，妈妈把我交给姥姥的时候说“姥姥忌讳的东西多，你要乖乖听姥姥的话，该玩的时候便玩。
”一直以为妈妈是在教我不要理会太多，想怎么玩就怎么玩，于是，这是我跟随姥姥以来最大胆的一次逃跑，听说村东头的李老汉死了，当我听到这个消息的时候，从小到大第一次这么心痛，觉得突然间一个至亲的人离开了，这一别，将是永久。
记事以来每次妈妈带我来姥姥家，我都会去李老汉家，并且他每次见到我都会说“哎呦我李老汉的亲孙子又来咯！看看爷爷又给你藏什么好吃的了”每次说完他都会跑小土房的旮旯里，挖半天出现的小木盒里找煮熟的鸡蛋、豆奶粉什么的给我吃，我就会陪他玩一下午，李老汉有三个儿子，儿子们都是有名的不孝子，一个比一个不孝，曾经为了李老汉的那块田，争得头破血流，儿媳们偶尔来看看李老汉，能拿的拿，该骂的骂，老伴儿走的早，剩下几个孙子被他们爹娘教育的每次来李老汉家翻箱倒柜的找吃的，从来不叫爷爷。
听说是得了食道癌，长期饥饿导致得胃收缩，死前的好几天，没进食导致的肚皮都塌陷进去了，街坊邻居说这样下葬不好看，便在他的肚子里添了些棉花，衣服不是新的，儿子们就凑了个棺材钱，披麻戴孝期间，喝的喝，玩的玩，李老汉的三天葬礼，便也“隆重”的举办完了。
李老汉死后，李家大小上上下下没有安宁过，先是老大抢到了这个祖宅，宅子翻新要拆李老汉生前为我藏东西的小土房时，被掉下的小梁条，砸断了腿，听说要残一辈子了。
老三的媳妇怀孕好久了，肚子很小，生下时，是个早产儿，娃的肚子瘪瘪的，不出三天就死了，三媳妇也傻了。
全村人都说是报应来了。
而我每晚都会梦到李老汉生前的样子，笑的时候，满脸突显的老人线挤在一起，那么慈祥。
我一直不害怕，可是每次都是哭醒的，姥姥一直问我，可我却什么也不想说，姥姥也只是听见我喊爷爷。
时间长了，总觉得李老汉仿佛是需要我的帮助般，每次从我梦中消失前，都是伸手所要什么东西般。
于是，我忍不住把这件事情告诉了姥姥。
她突得瞪大了眼睛，什么话也没说，只是又把乌黑的窗帘拉上，在四角桌上写了道符，嘴里捣鼓好半天，把符烧了，让我把‘灵水’喝了，随后又写了一道，拿鸡血泡过的绳子戴在我的脖子里。
从那er之后，李老汉不在从我梦里出现了，我便觉得不习惯了，没见到他，我会想，且哭的更厉害。
于是，几天后，我把符扯下来，扔了。

此后，我依然如故的又和李老汉梦中相遇，那天午睡醒了，该吃午饭了姥姥门口又聚及着一排拿着饭碗的男男女女（姥姥家靠街门口有棵千年老槐姥姥说是守护村子的而且树底下甚是凉爽其实是骗人引来热闹的久了便也信了）大家激烈的讨论有关李老汉的事，我利马竖起耳朵，“哎你们说李老汉都死那么久了怎么也没个人给烧个钱怪不得李家老出怪事”“也是都说李老汉死的时候人李家老二给守灵了所以老二家没么事er”“哎呦这李老汉怪可怜的养这么大仨儿子一个个结婚生子了也没人管”人群的唏嘘声中，我迅速找了个塑料包装袋，把奶奶给做得好吃的装起来，蹬着板凳藏在旁边的瓮（盛杂粮的圆柱体容器）里，晚上姥姥要去隔壁村施法，晚点回来，我悄悄的起床，拿着藏起来的食物以及翻箱倒柜找出的冥币（制钱：用类似铁桶底面是铜板的模型用铁锤在草纸上所敲出的图案冥间通用）为此我还重重摔了一脚，扣扣腿上的土，看到了丝丝血迹，记得姥姥说一些没家的孤魂野鬼都会在村里的街上转一年，有的被家人施法带走，在家供养一日，便送走，没家的便无出可去，因为每家所供养门神，都不会让我鬼魂，放进去，只有家人供过门神大人买通后，才会招鬼魂进去。
可是，李老汉应该没家了吧，他的宅子被儿子拆了，那么他就会在村头或坟前转，由于李老汉的坟太远了，我便在村头小声喊爷爷李爷爷我想你了我给你带着钱还有吃的没人管你我管你你快点来吧。
哭着喊了好多遍，嗓子哑了，可还是不想停，一想起白天人们的议论，心里就酸酸的，突然觉得眼前黑黑的，一支破旧的鞋映入眼帘，另一支呢？来了，依旧慈祥的笑，祗是有点苦涩，一直都过的不好吧！想想便加重了泪水的决堤，他一直不说话，象以前一样，抱了抱我，我便没了知觉，象一般故事一样，我醒在了姥姥的炕上，腿上没有了伤疤，我迅速跳下炕，爬到瓮上，怀着忐忑的心，望了望瓮里，什么也没有，我便安了心。

事后我把这件事，又告诉给了姥姥，姥姥祗是笑了笑，答应帮我把李老汉送走，送走李老汉的时候，姥姥说小孩见不得，否则会缠一辈子，我相信李老汉不会这样做，即使他会这样，我也很开心。
那天晚上姥姥又开始施法了，这次我完全清醒的看到了李老汉，还是少只鞋~~

同样姥姥也看到了，又是嘀嘀咕咕说了一通，之后李老汉不舍的看了我一眼便消失，我已经忘了当时自己有没有哭，祗是嗓子一阵阵的卡着。

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Can be later, since follow after grandmother, ability can produce the opinion of uncertainty.
12 years old I big, parents is long-term and outer the job, I of unmanned all the time guard, the body always is occurrence state, as a result of long-term such, parents decides to give grandmother government my Thulium.
Grandmother is the famous koradji in the village, the village does funeral, strong happy event, look geomantic, grandmother manages completely completely.
Follow so during grandmother, I bold rise, I am archer, it is a curious darling, it is all the time, when funeral doing in the village every time, grandmother is not in the home, I was sent mad be like run outside, grandmother also admonishs constantly I, when the person dies, not informal in the evening chaos runs, in relief gas of the child is very weak, touch nasty thing easily, I do not believe these words, this cheats dot, when mom gives grandmother me, say " the thing that grandmother abstains from is much, you want good gracious if listening to grandmother, when should playing, play.
" think mom is to teaching me to be not paid attention to all the time too much, want how to play, then, this is I follow the boldest desert since grandmother, hear of a village east the Li Laohan of the head died, when I hear this news, arrive as a child great first time is so aching, feel abrupt a person of a close kin left, this is fastened, will be permanent.
Since begin to remember things every time mom takes me to come to grandmother home, I can go to Home Li Laohan, and he sees me every time can say " hey the close grandchildren of my plum old man comes to You again cough up! See a grandfather what hide to you again delicious " say his metropolis to run every time in the Ga La of little ground room, dig a long time milk powder of the egg that thoroughly cook, beans searchs in occurrence small wooden box of what eat to me, I can accompany him to play one afternoon, li Laohan has 3 sons, sons are famous disobedient child, more disobedient than, once that cropland for Li Laohan, contend for head broken and bleedingly, daughter-in-laws now and then will see Li Laohan, can take take, this vituperation vituperation, what husband or wife goes is early, remain what a few grandchildren are taught by their father mother to come to Home Li Laohan every time of ransack boxes and chests search eat, do not call a grandfather.
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