雨夜魅影

虽然我并不想承认，可我确实是看到了一个我不该看到的东西。
我写出来只是因为我实在是一个人担不了这么沉重的记忆，想要借此帮我忘记而已。

我毕业后就自己租了间房子住，想到终于可以离开爸妈的唠叨了心里真是爽的不得了。
爸妈本来不同意，说我一个女孩子家一个人住不安全，可是想到我上班的地方离家是有些远，所以也就勉强答应了。

看房子的时候妈说还不错，离我上班的地方很近，一楼不累人，阴阴凉凉的也好，外面是个丁字路口买东西、出行都方便，而且路口没别的建筑采光很充足……我就高高兴兴的搬了进去。

刚住进去想到自己终于逃脱爸妈的“监控”彻底解放了心里那个舒坦啦，连吸进去的空气都觉得是凉悠悠的舒服。
唯一不太满意的就是卫生间，老是有股腥臭味，天天喷空气清新剂都没用，很是烦人。

住的时间稍微长了一点却总觉得有什么地方不对劲，我以为是刚离家还不太习惯，可事实并没有那么简单。
举个例子来说吧：我从小怕风，被风吹了就会过敏，所以再热的天，我也要关窗睡觉，可是搬进来没几天的一个晚上我却被冻醒了，我起来一看发现窗子开了大半扇，好像要下雨，风把窗帘卷的老高。
我觉得好奇怪――十几年的关窗习惯不关才是稀奇勒，不过我想偶尔忘了也不是不可能，所以就没认真。

后来奇怪的事是越来越多了：我因为赶时间每次都不做早餐只在上班前喝杯水，怕水来不及凉就在前一天晚上凉上半杯，早上再加半杯热水。
可是我晚上明明凉了水第二天杯子却空了，连着几天都是这样，我心里也没底了。
还有就是卫生间了安的是太阳能的热水器，每天洗过澡要上水，水满了它的阀门自己会跳，我每天都是等它水上满了才睡，可是晚上我却经常听到重新上水的声音还有阀门“咯噔咯噔”跳的声音，起来把灯打开检查却又什么都没有。
我开始感到有点害怕了。

周六我休息，上网碰到了好多以前的同学大家一起聊的挺开心不知不觉就转点了，我伸个哈欠才惊觉自己忙的连灯都没开，房间里一片漆黑只有电脑的显示屏发出蓝蓝的光，气氛很是诡异。
上网时间长了眼睛很涩，我就手去拿一直放在电脑旁边的滴眼液，摸了半天什么都没摸到，我起身到处找居然发现它在我床中间稳稳的立着。
如果说忘了关窗、忘了晾水还有可能，可是除非滴眼液它自己长腿否则绝对不可能跑到我的床上去啊？我吓得赶快关了电脑去睡觉，我越想越害怕，老感到有人在撩我的头发（可能是害怕的毛孔收缩吧）。
反正越觉得有人撩我头发越害怕，越怕越觉得有人撩我头发……一个闪电过后紧接着一个响雷，夏天的雨说下就下，因为刚才我吓的出了一身的汗粘腻腻的，又觉得胳膊上像粘了头发丝一样不舒服，我就起身想去卫生间冲一下。

刚走到卫生间门口，又一个闪电劈下来把房间照的雪亮，就是那个当口，我看到卫生间里仿佛有个白影子立在中间，黑黑的乱发披散着。
我吓懵在那了，好像心跳都停止了浑身都是僵的，我好像看他或者她或者它慢慢在抬起头，我失控的尖叫了一声跑回房间赶快把门锁上把灯打开……我在床上坐了一晚上，虽然雷声很大可我仿佛还是能听到卧室外面有人拖着拖鞋走来走去的声音。
我吓的要命，第二天我妈照例给我送饭我都不敢开门，还是我妈用备用钥匙开的门，一看我这样儿也吓了一跳，把我送到。

烧是慢慢退了可我还是做噩梦、说不清话。
后来我妈听我老是叫什么卫生间里有白影的就去请了个“师傅”来看，那“师傅”说病可以治，不过房子可摆治不了。
我妈问为什么，那“师傅”说我租的房是尾楼本来就阴暗潮湿好有些脏东西，再加上靠近丁字路口，那些东西来来往往的太多了，难免会进来。
这样的房子搬进来之前都不一定摆治的了，现在都住这么长时间了更不好摆治，除非是运道或者阳气特别旺的人不然还是不要住了。
我病好了以后我妈看我和那“师傅”说的很贴切所以赶快清了房租搬回家了。

现在我宁肯多跑些路都不敢再随便一个人租住了，可我每次从那间房外走都仍觉得那里面有一双瘀紫空洞的眼睛在向外望……

Introduce:Although I do not want to admit, but I am the thing that saw I ought not to see really.
I draw up because I am a person cannot carry so heavy memory really,coming is only, want to borrow this to help me forget just.
A house was hired to live with respect to oneself after I graduate, think of to be able to leave pa Mom eventually chattering is bright really in the heart is disastrous.
Pa Mom does not agree originally, say a person lives my girl home insecure, but think of it is a little far that the place that I go to work leaves home, also agreed with respect to reluctance so.
When seeing a room, Mom says to return pretty good, the place that goes to work from me is very close, first floor is not weighty, the it may not be a bad idea with shady and cool summer, a t-shaped crossing is outside shop, go out to go to the lavatory all right, and crossing does not have other building daylighting very enough …… I am cheerful moved.
Firm occupy goes thinking of he escapes eventually of pa Mom " monitoring " liberated a heart thoroughly in that at ease, the air that goes to even engulf feels be cool leisurely is comfortable.
Exclusive not quite satisfactory is toilet, often have a stink of raw meat or fish, every day gush air is fresh the agent is trashy, it is bored very.
The time that live grew to feel always however where to have a little incorrect interest, I think is to just left home still not quite habit, but the fact is done not have so simple.
Cite a case for: I am afraid of wind as a child, was blown by wind with respect to meeting allergy, so the day of reheat, I also should close a window to sleep, but move in I was frozen to wake however a when do not have a few days night, I rise to view discovery the window opened most fan, seem to want to rain, the Laogao that wind coils the curtain.
I feel curious to blame -- it is curious that habit of ten years closing a window does not pass gift strap, nevertheless I think now and then forgetting also is not impossible, do not have so serious.
Strange later thing is increasing: Because I drive time not to do breakfast to drink a cup of water before go to work only every time, be afraid that water has not enough time cool advanced cool a day night on half cups, add half cups of hot water again in the morning.
Can be me in the evening obviously cool water the following day the cup is empty however, connecting a few days is such, the bottom also is done not have in my heart.
Still having is toilet the water heater that those who install is solar energy, had bathed to want to sail upstream everyday, water became full its him valve can jump, I am to wait for its water to go up everyday full just sleep, but I often hear the sound that sails upstream afresh to still have valve however in the evening " click clicks " the sound that jump, rise to turn on the lamp examination however whats are done not have.
I begin to feel feared a bit.
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